Evilness of the Dark©

My thoughts upon paper, my feelings laid bare...
The dark of night surrounds me, the wind in my hair.

I look what I have written
Could this be so true?
I shiver in the night
My thoughts turn to you.

Thoughts of wonder, thoughts of woe
Wondering where this evilness shall make me go.

I slide my hands to my shoulders
To myself I hold tight
Please, my dear love, help me make it through the night.

Another night of loneliness
Another night of stress
Another night of wondering
Longing your caress.

To touch me, to hold me , to look into my eyes
To ward away the evil, to talk to me so wise

I look around me as the night takes hold of me
Awakening desires and hungers, is this what I'm to be.

Alone
Cold
My hunger burning deep.

The darkness overtakes me
The shadow holds me tight
A low growl I hear beside me
I turn to face the night.

My eyes narrow, my defenses soon arise
I search the dark around me
My eyes widen in surprise

There is nothing there, 
Of this I am most sure
I shake my head in sadness
For I know there is no cure.

The evil growl I heard before
Still rumbles in my head
I hold myself still tighter
Realization turns to dread

The evil of the darkness I now know

As I close my eyes, the growl grows loud

It is me

NO I wont believe it, 
But I can't deny the truth

My hunger overtakes me
My evilness, it brinks
The unsuspecting victim 
In his neck my fangs do sink
Poor lost soul, I wonder what he thinks.

I take him swift, I take him fast
His love of life, it shall not last

I close my eyes, my hunger sated
His lifeless body within my arms
I look to him, then to the night
An evil gleam within my eye

This is what I have become
This is what I live
This is what I so did fear
To this I now must give

It has overtaken me
I shall no longer fight
For now I know true evilness as a creature of the night.